Dead Man Walking

Today I gave up on my life and my future. It’s a long story but basically everyone I asked for help either ignored me or worked against me in my efforts to help free a woman who was victim to human sex trafficking that hid it from me. She had mentioned having a baby that was mine and vanished leaving only clues. Today I found out the entire government system in place refuses to help me. I asked around for help since I’m alone. 911 hangs up on me and covers up my calls. FBI hangs up saying kidnapping is out of their jurisdiction and hangs up on me, the politicians have basically just ignored me, the BCA never responded to me, and neither has any other place I tried finding help. It feels like I lost all my friends doing this. The entire system ignored my pleas for help. Totally lost all hope today when a judge refused to even acknowledge my concerns or pleas for help. I even asked branches of the armed forces for help to be ignored. Like what did all my tax dollars even go towards? Hookers and blow? So my plan now is to starve myself to death since I can’t find a job anyways. To think two years ago I was riding around in a quarter million dollar vehicle to giving everything I own away being extorted with zero help available to me.